Tuesday, February 20, 2018
I spent most of my weekend playing a game called Robocraft (very good game and very addicting but the kind of thing that I like). I didn't really feel like doing much else this weekend. The cult in question pretty much harasses the crap out of me in such a way that I don't go out too often. The cult members themselves also believe that I don't have my own mind or feelings. That I'm feeling what everyone else is as a result of their collective consciousness which they refer to as the holy spirit or something similar, which as I've said, I don't believe in. I've read numerous works of Carl Gustav Jung, and this cult are likely trying to trick me into breaking down some of his ideas. The members of this cult spend a lot of time breaking down bits and pieces from a person's life. So they know I am a fan of his books and theories, so they try to trick me into breaking down his philosophies so the cult's philosophy is all that's left. Also if they manage to trick you into contradicting some part of your own past (like me reading and being a fan of CG Jung) the cult believes that you lose that past and repute and that it goes to someone else. The cult often does this as a form of bifurcation as I've described before. That means they conduct two person competitions, where two people compete for the better reputation and past of the two according to how consistent they are about it in the present. So the cult members whittle away at a person's life in this manner and they really are like a stalking gang. Then their victim's reaction to this sort of abuse the cult members attribute to a part of society that has a similar circumstances, and write of the victim's experiences as coming from that other part of society. In essence the cult members are denying their victim their own identity and being. In essence as well its referred to as being made a non-person or Damnatio Memorae (in ancient Rome). Erasing a person from history and its very similar to shunning, disconnection and ex-communication. So that's what they're up to with me. So I'm exposing them for what they are. In Regent Park community in Toronto where I live, this sort of harassment is pretty bad, though I seem to be one of only a few "targets". I'll explain more about the possibilities related to that aspect of this cult.
So whenever I do something, whether it be write the stories contained at http://www.shhhhdigital.com or write computer code on my own computer or anything related to aspects of my personal life, this cult implies that what I'm doing is because of the real lives of others rather than my own life. Kind of like I'm experiencing and remember their lives as if they were my own life. The cult actually believes that's where my books come from as well. Keep in mind that this is the "blue" team as the cult uses colours to symbolize itself. In this way, they can use this symbolism of colours over the internet much the same way that criminal gangs use colours to mark their turf. The cult members also use colours to attack a person, or to give them love or even blood. So when I get lots of messages from software or internet contacts that are part of a "blue white" representation (Facebook, iTunes as the updater is blue white) the cult members locally in my area will attack me verbally or start harassing me. So colour symbolism is a big part of how this gang operates and I believe they have criminal ties, but their boundaries extend far beyond the criminal. Often the members of this cult fight it out with people who are represented by the colour "red". Colours in fact play a large part of the symbolism of this cult. That's not to say that colours are "bad" but its how this cult uses them as an communications channel (see information theory). When this cult wants to attack someone, they'll often get a bunch of people to send communications or relay via Facebook and other "blue white" symbolized organizations, companies and clubs. So when that shows up in your email box, whatever that colour is symbolized as is how you get treated. I'm not a member of Prince Hall or anything of that nature at all. I'd certainly never join especially seeing how this cult treats people, and I'm not saying that they're members, but they're certainly the ambassadors for whatever they're a part and I want nothing to do with it.
I didn't really feel like writing this weekend and I think that the cult once again took advantage of this and as usual they continued their abuse around the end of the weekend. So as usual, I'm going to reveal the secrets of their operation and they're spend the next few days or weeks cleaning that up trying to hide it all in some way.
So first of all, I'm 50 years old. I'm not a member of any cult that trades identities between people as this cult does. I call them a cult because they behave as such and likely their operation in society likely results in harmful effects and possibly even death from time to time making them no different from the more notable cults that have resulted in mass deaths.
So because I'm essentially living in poverty and on social assistance (only because of the abuse of this cult otherwise I'd be working or having success with my own company) the cult treats me as if anything that I create comes from someone else's real life experiences. Especially what I've written in terms of The Butterfly Dragon line of stories (I'm not Italian by the way as there is an Italian writer with notoriously close story to one of my own that uses the same name: The Butterfly Dragon). So because of What Different Eyes See, and the nature of that story, this cult implies that it comes from real life celebrities or even politicians (Justin Trudeau?), because I'm too poor to write about something I've never experienced and I've never been to Asia.
So the cult try to find someone who has been to Asia (one of my nieces went to Asia about a month and a half after I'd written the section of the story that takes place in Thailand), and then claim that what I write comes from them. I guess that's because what I'm righting is alright and pretty thoughtful in some ways so the cult members try every means they can to steal what I write and claim that thoughtfulness came from them. In fact, anything I do this cult happens to operate that way. They believe that when you do anything creative that it comes from their blood as the members of this cult seem to believe that they're the only ones capable of whatever other people accomplish. So if you're a writer, this cult will do whatever they can to steal that from you and bury you, while promoting someone else's writing who is a member of their cult. So they crush their victims and promote the people they steal for.
Likely they're even trying to manipulate me into writing such a response, so they can use what I write to represent someone in their cult who would claim to be a victim of the same thing, except my protests of victimization would go completely unnoticed, and this person's would be recognized and society would then make it up to them (because to society I'm a ghost). So I'm trying to expose this as much as I can hoping that someone will click and do something about it.
I've even taken part in Amnesty International writing for other people's rights only to have mine completely denied. Even my efforts for the Amnesty International have been attributed to other people entirely different from myself. So I get victimized and when I protest my own victimization, I get ignored. Keep in mind that I'm not a member of any religion that would penalize me for protesting unfair treatment (some religions refer to anyone's effort to protest as "complaining" for which such a person is often punished). I'm not a member of Christianity at all or Islam with all due respect. I'm not Jewish either but I completely support the Jewish people of Israel and a lasting peace in the Middle East between Israel and Palestine through a process that takes into account each side of negotiations in fair and complete manner. I'm not Irish or Italian by the way either (with all due respect).
So the economy this cult has figured out is that if I do things because I'm motivated to do so, and to keep busy despite being trapped by this cult and having everything stolen from me, the way they work it is that they use me to fuel their lives. So I pay for the impression that I'm working by taking their work (I don't take it actually, this cult kind of forced me into this position), and in return I have to give them the credit for anything that I do. Its like a barter system economy where one person gives up the repute that goes along with their daily activities and efforts, and in return gets something similar from the other person in the form of something that they need.
The cult keep doing this to their victim probably in my case until I leave and move south to the United States. They've been giving me hints like that (like the story about the Cat and the Bird that Frank Avianca told me in 2002 when I worked for FFP Ltd) except that I'm never going to move to the United States. How could I? I make about $337 a month. I'm trapped indoors and rarely go outside as I'm usually stalked by people who operate under love/hate or something of that nature. I don't know, maybe they believe my love interest is Japanese? I love Japan, buy I've never been in a relationship with anyone Japanese. I'm not John Penny, though I did used to live in the same house as him. I'm not Ron Silk either. He lived there too but I'm not him. Likewise I am not Ian Philips and I don't play guitar at all. So I can't really operate in society thanks to the abuse this cult gives me so there's no chance of earning enough to leave and go south or anywhere for that matter but why besides being abused by people in my own country would I want to leave?
The cult in question believe that when you take on a hateful side of things, that you share all of your good with all the other "hateful" people, so often this abuse is about trying to steer their victim onto the hate side of the fence. The hate side of the fence for the most part seems to be the side of the fence that is the lawless side as well, and has their own little system going on like the barter system that I aforementioned. Though I'm quite liberal, I don't use, buy or sell narcotics at all. I'm not a pirate and not involved with any sort of activity of that nature.
So the members of this cult basically prevent me from progressing in life and try to play me back and forth between two diametrical opposites in such a way that I benefit each side in equal measure likely trying to make a mockery of Taoism based upon this cult's impression of it seeing as I'm a Buddhist and a Taoist. I believe they don't quite understand and just like with them trying to trick me into contradicting something about CG Jung, the cult are likely trying to trick me into contradicting or going against something about Taoism or Buddhism in order to "disconnect" me from those beliefs and to leave me with their "blue" ideology as symbolized by all the people who tried to contact me and transfer their "blue" to me whatever it might have meant. Blue blood is something related to this cult as well and something they believe that can be transferred from person to person via hate and abuse which is likely why they so often do so to myself anytime I receive something that has the colours blue and white associated with it.
The cult also seem to prefer an association with both Jehovah's Witnesses and Egyptology (and I mean no disrespect by that statement as I am just trying to describe what I am experiencing as a result of this cult's abuse). I am not a member of either belief (so not a Jehovah's Witness or a member of any Egyptology based religion such as Roman Catholicism or The Hermetic Order Of the Golden Dawn or any similar Gnostic group with all due respect). I am not nor have I ever been a Gnostic, though I did my share of studying and reading with regard to philosophies related to Gnosticism. I don't follow the teachings of the Kybalion either (a Hermetic text from the 1920s in Chicago rumored to have connections to ancient Egypt through Hermes Trismegistus who is in turn rumored to be the source of the Hermes mythos, the Messenger of the Gods, who in turn is the origin of the Roman God Mercury). So I'm not a member of any of that, but I do know quite a bit about that philosophy. I don't have a youtube channel that covers ancient history by the way.
So I guess because my neighbours began their harassment once again at the beginning of the week, and because this cult obviously timed it with the reception of a lot of email symbolized by the colour blue and white, this cult conducted a bunch of harassment against me.
In Japan, blue tends to mean "love", and a bit of what I was privy to this weekend came from Japan as well, though I don't suspect that they were sending me "hate" at all. Locally the cult around here are certainly against me having interactions with members of Asian or Oriental cultures especially Chinese culture (which happens the be the culture of my love interest). Specially a Mandarin Chinese Canadian with whom I've been in a relationship (my name is not Pete or Peter with all due respect and my love interest isn't named Mir and I don't work for a Security company).
So I do have my own mind and nobody is fueling my life in the sense that what I write or create comes from them. There are people who probably try to influence what I write about for certain and it seems to be a hidden game played by this cult. That's another reason why I've waited about three weeks before I wrote anything new (I think I updated Bella's Tarot Reading about a week and a half ago but nothing for What Different Eyes See). The cult also believe that because of the plot of Bella's Tarot Reading, that I'm being controlled by someone transgender (which I'm not) because the story deals with the concept of gender in a different way that has been used in other story lines by other writers in similar ways. I just wanted to deal with the issue in a way that challenged both my readers and my characters and it worked pretty good (I think). So this cult believes that because of the extreme differences in plot and character dynamics in What Different Eyes See and Bella's Tarot Reading that when I write one, that indicates as to where I'm being influenced and by whom in terms of this cult's membership.
Anyway, that's about all that I've got the energy for right now. I'll continue this explanation in a day or two taking up where I left off. It might help some other people who are in similar circumstances and predicaments.
Tuesday February 20, 2018 4:15PM
I just signed a pledge with the United Nations to keep the balance in terms of Justice and Equality. They are principles I certainly agree with but I find that often the treatment that I receive from others is out of balance from the treatment I give to others. It is almost as if I am being punished for the actions of others rather than rewarded for my own efforts. I am certain that those others are being rewarded for my actions while leaving the punishment for their actions upon others. This is what I've referred to as the identity switching performed by this cult and very often in my community.
The identity theft to which I refer isn't a person's paper or clerical identity, but their reputation and history and quite often taking the credit for their good efforts and benefiting from them. That's exactly what this cult is up to despite the fact that I've reported this to the Federal Authorities several times. I think that they don't quite understand what is going on. They probably think that I mean the paperwork and data side of a person's identity. While that certainly does happen (and might even be combined with this cult's activity to entirely steal a victim's identity) what I speak of is more that the cult in my community steals my efforts as I accomplish them and gives them out to others' credit.
Then every few days to a week, they engage in a program of constant abuse which lasts for a few days. Usually the weekends are very bad for that sort of thing and this weekend was certainly no exception. So I am certain they are punishing me for someone else's actions while stealing my good efforts. The people they do this for seem to be a part of the "purple" team and quite often seem to be linked with the duality formed between Jehovah's Witnesses and Prince Hall or any one of a number of other religions of which I am not a part. I am also not a Roman Catholic or a Gnostic either and actually I'm not a member of Christianity or Islam at all. As I've stated I'm a Buddhist and Taoist. I'm also not a Freemason (not seeking membership either if this is what I can expect as a Freemason) or a Rosicrucian (ie a "Rose" which to this cult is basically a garbage container or ammunition dump so they can make "social guns"). I'm also not a Scientologist either with all due respect. I'm also certainly not a member of any criminal gang or gang that operates using colours to lay down and mark their turf either. This cult believes that if you have what they call "Gay" blood or "Brown" blood that you are a Rose. In other words, the cult members can fill you up with their garbage so that you carry the burden for them as a means to pay for their blood, which they believe gives their victims the abilities to do creative and inventive things that go above and beyond what many others aspire to do in life. For this reason they believe their blood is superior and that others should have to pay for it. I believe that everyone is capable of anything they put their hearts and minds towards and that their blood plays no part in that. The term blood that the cult uses refers to the collective output of a group of people, both good/bad and everything in between. It does not mean the physical blood that flows through our veins that is composed of individual cells working in the body to carry oxygen and keep the arterial pathways unblocked while fighting disease. So keep in mind that I completely support LGBTQ rights and equality regardless of Gender or Culture. That doesn't mean that I don't support what I haven't discussed in terms of equality (ie Age, Physical or Mental special needs etc). It just seems that those are the two most recent issues to come up against me.
Also, I have nothing to do with anyone named or nicknamed Ky Anne (which I take to mean a reference to a fan of the Kybalion named Anne). I am single and have been for 7 years and almost 9 months. During that time I've not had any sexual encounters with any partners and prior to that time I've always been monogamous and have never cheated in a relationship. So within the building that I live, I don't know or hang out with anyone though I do have a neighbour who is a member of the Gay community that I'd call an ally and even possibly a friend. I'm a guy and it doesn't bother me that person's sexual orientation even if they are attracted to me. I'm heterosexual and my love interest is a Woman and I hope that nobody takes offense to that statement. My name is Brian Joseph Johns and I'm 50 years old by the way. I need to say that constantly because quite often as I type these entries or anything on my computer, the cult members around me immediately try to claim responsibility for what say and do and then dump their activities onto me. Many of which I'm often abused and punished for in their place.
Lastly, I don't play guitar. For some reason this cult believes that whatever I say and do that is noteworthy comes from the blood of someone they refer to as "guitar", in the essence that my blood is not good enough to produce what comes from me. I am a piano and keyboard player however. I will post another picture of me with this post at http://secretgameexposed.blogspot.ca
One more thing that I'd like to add is the cult's effort of abuse seems to be geared towards creating depressive or addictive behaviors in their victims. Most people when abused for long periods of time and who seem to have no means to escape such abuse turn to a quick means of temporary escape such as narcotics or other distractions. One could say that my love of video games is such a vice but I'd argue that it is in fact not at all.
There are many religions and belief systems that regard lack of motion or physical exertion as "sloth", one of the deadly sins. So if you work with computers, or as part of your leisure play games on them or even watch television or do something where your body is idle, this cult might treat you as if you're committing a deadly sin. In doing so, some of these religions believe that it is within the rules of their parishioners and what no to punish those who commit such sins despite what the secular laws say (or don't say) about such things.
I love gaming, but to tell you the truth before I was stalked by this cult, I was actually quite a physical person (though I'm sure there's many who'd steal that past from me as well). I still loved gaming, but had an excessive mixture of physical activity as well. I still do but as I've said, going outside can prove to be a session of abuse despite really having done nothing deserving of such abuse. I used to have a bicycle too, and used to ride just about everywhere (even hundreds of kilometres at a time). So when you get stalked and abused by this cult, it tends to prevent any such physical activity and the less active you are, the more you're likely to be used as a garbage bag by the members of this cult in the community where I live (Regent Park, Toronto, Ontario, Canada).
For some reason they've been especially active recently and I'm not exactly sure why. There's no balance to what they do. I spend more time getting abused by this cult that I don't. In fact I'd say that this has been the case for much longer than half my entire life, so in that sense there's no balance. The cult also keeps referring to me as "Hoffa" probably based upon trying to give me the identity of someone who looks like Jimmy Hoffa, or possibly someone who is a Teamster despite the fact that the Teamster brotherhood is not permitted to operate in Canada. There is specific legislature that must be voted upon by existing Union bodies and the Senate as far as I know not to mention I'm not a Teamster. I'm certainly not Jimmy Hoffa either as I'd never embezzle money from the Retirement Fund of a Union. So insofar as exercise goes and being "sloth", I'd have to say that being not in motion is the result of this cult's abuse. Besides that, I'm not a member of any form of Christianity or religion that regards those activities as being a sin. That's likely another attack on Buddhism by this cult as one of the activities and forms of protest used in Buddhism could be said to be "sloth" by this cult as it requires a person to simply do "nothing". Also this cult are too busy fighting over who Jesus Christ is and whether he (or She) is African, Jewish, European or any number of cultural origins rather than what Jesus taught. I don't believe in Jesus Christ though I believe in everyone's right to choose their beliefs or to choose none at all. We're all free and we're all free to do so. I don't believe that any religion is better than another, as beliefs are subjective. Its like arguing with someone over your favourite colour or your favourite kind of music.
Oh and one more thing. My friend John Penny, a tall Scottish man I used to know dated a lady at one time named Katrina. She's Japanese and a nice girl at the time. John had long hair and a beard and looked somewhat like Da Vinci's rendition of Jesus Christ in the painting The Last Supper. I lived with him on 59 Shandon Avenue many years ago with my friends Ian Philips, Ron Silk, Colin, Karen Hudson, Christine (a French lady whose last name I don't remember). So when I claim that my love interest is Oriental, this cult often implies that I'm trying to steal John Penny's identity, as his girlfriend was Japanese Katrina. Katrina is not my love interest and never really has been though I love Japan and Japanese Women are very attractive to my sense of visual beauty. The only thing is that my love interest is actually Mandarin Chinese and she's older than myself and I'm 50. Not to mention, I've been in a relationship with this Woman before.
So the cult used the false idea that I was trying to steal John Penny's identity and used that as a justification to swap his history and mine. I was the one who got beat up and left for dead on Terraview Av in 1990/1991/1992 (it was a long time ago). My Mother was the one who wrote the story to the newspaper called "Thank You For Not Killing My Son". Her last name is listed as Schindler and that's because she was with my stepfather David Schindler from my age of 7 years old until I was about 20 or 21. I kept my original last name (Johns) as did my brother. My Father eventually remarried and lives happily ever after as does my Mother. So my Mother's letter caused a bit hooplah which resulted in me being labeled as Christ-like and Buddha-like for forgiving my attackers. The letter eventually found its way into a University textbook as part of a sociology curriculum where I was once again compared to Jesus and Buddha. One of the things that I figure is that this cult used that as a justification to attack me along with some other motives they'd concocted. They later tried to concoct the idea that I was a racist (which I never was) and that involved being abused and attacked by people of some other cultures for long periods of time in order to draw hateful reactions from me.
I believe they tried to imply that the beating which nearly left me dead on Terraview Av was because they labeled me as being a pedophile which is certainly not the case at all. Later, this cult then tried to swap my identity with that of some of my childhood bullies, so that they could claim that I was a bully and probably picked a fight with my attackers that night (which also was not the case). As I said, this cult did everything that they could to assassinate my good character and probably because they thought it was blasphemy me being compared to Jesus Christ or Buddha. So much so this cult likely made it into a game show-like competition along the lines of "Who's Jesus?" which they seem to play in many different communities.
So years later and this cult pretty much ruined my life. In addition, one of the attackers I'd heard was later charged with rape and assault. During my 8 years homeless in Toronto, Ontario, Canada, this cult living in Toronto literally tried to erase my existence and steal that past from me and apply it to someone else. I'm still fighting the aftermath from that and unfortunately whenever I talk about this or reveal what this cult has done and are still doing, its swept under the carpet and people in society just try to hide it much like my existence. Its like they're trying to make me disappear, which is odd because that's something that Frank Avianca, the Producer-Director at FFP Ltd said to me once in attempt to frighten me.
Another thing about how this cult operates is that if they attack someone like myself, my response to their constant abuse makes me appear selfish or even as an enemy. This cult needs an enemy and an oppressor even when they don't have one because it sets up a paradigm where someone is against them, though their abuse of others is never taken into consideration. In fact they're harassing because they likely want to draw hate related speech or response from their victims. In that way, the only way around it is to say that the person writing the response to the abuse is American, where they have different freedom of speech laws. So for this cult its a way of moving the credit for the creations of their victims to another place and another person.
Fortunately none of my speech here is considered hate speech but what they are doing to me would be considered hate speech. Consider their abuse of their victims an investment into a way of stealing from their victims by trying to draw a response from their victim that is either illegal (putting their victim potentially into harm`s way which is the very definition of hate speech). I have nothing against anyone on the basis of culture, religion, sexual orientation or any other identifier that could be used to segregate people. It all comes down to how you treat others. Nobody is mind controlling me either. I'm not a member of any secret society (Illuminati, Freemasonry, Prince Hall, Golden Dawn or otherwise). Certainly I'd never be a member of anything that treats me like this. Also I'm not on the blue team no matter what and with all due respect. Every time I'm exposed to the colour blue, this cult in some way starts their abuse of me, so it symbolizes something to do with their cult hence why they use it as a form of transference and communication in such a way. I love all colours especially in art and science, but this cult uses colours as a communications channel to convey abuse to other people. In addition, believes their abuse is their blood. That they are punishing their victims as a means to pay for their superior blood because they're racists and that very fact that they draw people into their cult against their will is once again violation of Canada's Charter of Rights And Freedoms and Human Right's Act.
I don't use buy or sell narcotics nor am I involved in any of the activity in that regard that occurs around here. I also don't believe in God or the Devil or Jesus Christ though I am not anti-Christian. I am more anti-abuse which doesn't seem to be counted by anyone for some reason. If this sort of abuse continues then I'll just give up anything I'm doing to protect or help others' fight for their rights, because that's not fair to be completely ignored when it comes to my rights and fair treatment, and then to expect me to defend others' rights. I'll first contact the United Nations and inform them of this activity. Secondly I'll withdraw any contribution or help I'd give using my stories or any other effort that I make. I'm not a gun or a rose and certainly not a Nazi. I'm not Donald Trump either (obviously seeing as I live in Canada). I'm not the leader or elected official of any country and I'm not a member of any ideology that swaps identities between people such as the teachings of the Kybalion or even some parts of the Bible which refer to the line: As above, so below, which is interpreted by this cult that people should swap identities between their social classes. So the poor with the rich and the rich with the poor, the famous with the fameless and vice versa etc. The cult believe that when you swap identities that anything that comes from you is the result of the other person. Part of the reason this cult attacks me so much is because they want whatever blood of the person they believe that I've been swapped with. In addition, they cult members divide the day's garbage up between those who have Kane blood and those who don't. So the violent get the bad, and the others get the good. Generally they do things of that nature and then the bad they abuse the people carrying that burden to make it heavy. As I've said, I'm not a member of any religion that does things that way.
The cult also tries to swap my identity with a guitar player who was or is in a relationship with a lady named Karen. Around here, there is a lady named Karen who seems to either have an extreme weight problem (very thin) or possibly a disease or narcotics problem. That person seems to be mixed up with other people that I don't really hang out with (I actually don't know anyone in my building). So the members of this cult try to swap my identity with someone associated with her that they call Chuck guitar, who of course I'm not. I don't know or hang out with anyone in my building at all. In fact I have nobody that I'm social with in the community that I live and that's mostly because of the abuse to which I'm subject by this cult. The cult are racists as I've said, who are against my love interest being Mandarin Chinese because I'm a Caucasian guy. This cult believes that breaks blood and prevents me from being either a Rose or their garbage container. The cult responsible wants me to have something to do with crack cocaine for some reason despite the fact that I have nothing to do with that narcotic or any narcotic for that matter. I'm not even sure why they keep bothering me. I've told them many times I don't use, buy or sell narcotics and I've never Fathered a child.
They are currently saying: "brown french won." which means they believe that my identity is someone they nicknamed brown french or brown cheese as they call it. Cheese is their way of saying "French". My Mandarin Chinese love interest lives full time in Canada by the way and travels yearly to China for a month or two.
So I'm not on the blue team, and I want nothing to do with any cult that uses colours to convey abuse to other people. Im not the Scorpion King in other words Im not Dwayne Johnson aka The Rock, although I am a Scorpio but I quite honestly don't have a King.
One more thing about this cult is that they spy on my computer so they can cyber stalk me online as well. My neighbours appear to be in contact with members of this cult through their computers and likely use something like Overwolf or another voice chat application to coordinate with people online so this cult can stalk me online. For instance if I play an online game, the members of their cult can show up online in a coordinated manner to stalk me there. In addition, the cult uses colours and the symbolism of colours as the means to define how they dump their garbage on other people. So for instance if its red versus blue, they'll use the outcome and the definition for the colour blue to determine who and how gets what social burden and garbage. So really I can't do anything online in a fair manner despite the fact that I'm not a pirate or a pedophile nor do I use my internet connection for anything illegal. So in real life I can't go outside without being stalked and online I can't do anything without being stalked there. This is the result of my neighbours and their definitions for colours. Im not a member of their religion including the Salvation Army at all. I don't define blue as meaning that hate means love. Also, I don't consider Wayne Buttery to be my Father with all due respect. I think that in this cult he has a lot of sway within it either because he's a member of their religion or belief system and he's my Mother's boyfriend. I respect him that he takes care of my Mother, but I don't consider him my Father and I'm not a member of his religion or ideology at all. He has a large circle too, and they take part in the stalking and abuse for certain. His ideology operates under the blue black and white colours, which as I've said, I am not on the blue team specifically because of this cult's treatment of me. In addition this cult tries to imply that I am Italian and tries to force the identity of an Italian or an Irish person. The cult also operates under the colours brown blue as well, which symbolizes both of those cultures. So no, I'm not on the brown blue team either.
The cult members just coordinated an attack against me online while my neighbours were harassing me. They've done this before as well many times. My answer is that I won't use whatever software it was that I was using for a few months. I happened to be playing Robocraft when it happened. So I'll just forget about that for a few months now. Shame, I really like it and was going to sign up at the end of this month. Oh well. As I've stated I'm not a Jehovah's Witness and never will be and I don't use the colour blue to symbolize that what I say means the opposite. As I've said, I'm not a member of any form of Christianity at all or any religion that abuses and stalks people or disconnects or shuns or ex-communicates them. Likewise, I'm not a Scientologist either and never will be. I'll certainly never join any religion that practices aggressive conversion tactics that have resulted in those religions being banned in other parts of the world.
I live in 200 Sherbourne Street in Toronto Ontario Canada in apartment 701. I don't know anyone in this building and don't socialize with anyone either though that doesn't mean that everyone in here is a member of this cult. I believe that the apartment that I ended up with was strategically set up in advance knowing that this cult would have easy access to me. As I said, I'm not a Rose or a Gun either. I'm also not a member of Prince Hall or the "purple team either", though that doesn't mean that I don't believe in mixed culture relationships. My love interest is Mandarin Chinese and I'm Caucasian.
Blue brown also tends to mean "eugenics" which is something that I'm completely against.
I'm beginning to believe that this cult and its representation of religion are a real menace and threat to civic society and the secular rule of law.
Here's a link to my Mother's letter itself...
Here's a link to a movie adaption of my Mother's letter on IMDB.
Anyway, I'm Brian Joseph Johns and this is http://secretgameexposed.blogspot.ca
I'm Brian Joseph Johns and this is http://secretgameexposed.blogspot.ca
My other blogs include http://www.shhhhdigital.com
Friday, February 16, 2018
This is my blog of blog for "rants", "protests" and "complaints" seeing as I am not a member of any belief system that would penalize someone for expressing their point of view or protesting ill treatment. This blog is intended to bring to light activities as performed by organized groups of people who stalk and often cause psychological harm to their victims, of which I am one.
So the latest effort by this cult was once again in the category of identity theft. In the last few days I've been active just as I have in the past with Amnesty International and several other organizations related to their means of activism. So after participating in some of the latest petitions (by signing or posting and sharing with the addition of some notes) the local "cult" assumes that I am more someone else than I am myself. In other words, every time I do something that might be a bit different from my own usual activities of writing and coding that I am somehow someone different, or as I've said many times "possessed" by someone else according to this cult.
Usually after doing such things, I'm attacked profusely by the membership of this cult which is one reason why I don't partake of doing this as much as I used to. I mean I'm living in low income housing and I don't make much money, so to this cult I'm supposed to be miserable. If I start happily "tweeting" ie like the bird that didn't fly south for the winter, that I'm drawing the attention of the cat that will consume me. That of course comes from the bird and the cat story which goes something like this:
A little bird refused to join the pack which was flying south for the winter. Winter came and It was so cold so the bird froze and fell to the ground covered with snow.
A cow came by and dropped some dung on the bird. The pile of cow dung warmed the bird and brought it back to life.
It lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy.A passing cat heard the bird singing took the bird out of the pile of cow dung, and ate it.
The moral of the story being:
(2) Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy.
(3) Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.
(4) And when you're in deep shit, it's best to keep your mouth shut!
[Thanks to Delivering Delight]
I used to work for an animation and film company in the West end of Toronto, and this is a story that the very enigmatic Director and Co-Producer of the film told me around the time that I started to notice that people were treating me a bit rudely. That person's name (and not to bring his name down but more to correctly identity) was Frank Avianca of FFP Ltd. The story didn't really make sense to me, as I was not in trouble nor was guilty of doing anything that would put me in trouble. So the "deep shit" line just didn't make sense.
At that time I didn't understand that there were cults that stole other people's identities and then made them into non-existent people often referred to as "ghosts". So the members of this cult would come around and take a person's good reputation and history from them while leaving that person with their bad reputation and history. Sort of swapping identities though the cult themselves then treat the person to whom they've done this as if they don't exist. Referred to as a ghost or something of a similar nature. You're regarded as not existing and in order to interact with other people, you have to borrow someone else's identity. This isn't something that I would ever do, so the membership of this cult automatically does it for me every time I go outside or on an errand like going grocery shopping or something of that nature. I'm literally treated as if I'm someone else, and as I've said, I'm not a member of any religion or belief system that would do that not to mention that this ideology is in violation of the law and as I've said several times, I've reported that activity and those violations several times to the Federal Police along with the entirety of the methodology of this cult's operation within society. They're sort of opposed to the "system" and have their own hidden system often based upon theocratic rule and law of some form within the communities that this cult operates. So they even operate outside of the law. As I've said, they seem to freely steal other people's histories and wear them for their own while dumping their repute onto their victim.
So any time I do something that draws attention, this cult regards me as being someone else to whom they give the credit and regard me as being anybody but myself. As I've stated this whole thing is colour symbolized as well, and that's not to say that colours (red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo, violet, etc) or shades (black, white, gray, etc) are bad as I certainly wouldn't want a universe without any of them. Its how they're used by this cult to ruin or take from people that is bad. So I'm not a member of any such cult and most of what I know about said cult's operation is in the hands of the Federal Police. I really hope it makes a good investigative tool for them and helps to put a stop to this sort of thing.
As I've said, I'm not really a member of Christianity or Islam or any such belief system or philosophy. I'm a Buddhist and a Taoist actually which is different from my past being Catholic (though I was never officially baptized). I converted to Buddhism and Taoism in 2007 after experiencing one of the worst ploys by this cult which I'm sure is connected to this activity.
One of the common themes that seems to come up with regard to this identity swapping is in relation to spousal abuse (something I've never done) and the importing and distribution of cocaine or crack cocaine. So I'd say that whomever they've swapped my identity with is or was involved in something of that nature and went to prison for a length of time. From what I garner, they also managed to get their daughter involved in this activity in some regard or form as well. So the people protecting that person then used me and my reputation as a substitute for theirs, and put that person's repute onto mine though two things remain a fact and that's I've never fathered a child in my life and I've never been to prison. In fact, I don't even have a criminal record.
I've also delivered most of that information in terms of this cult's operate to the Federal Police because I don't like being treated that way. The evidence of this cult that I have is this:
When finding out I was in communication with the Federal Police, the membership of this cult lay low for about a week and a half. One of the construction projects going on in this very building suddenly shut down and the majority of workers fled packing up their equipment and everything in the middle of the week. That's not to say that construction workers are bad or anything of that nature. I certainly have nothing against, but when this cult found out that I was in communication with Feds, the information filtered to those people and they ran, while the rest of the abusive cult remained low key for a week and a half after which they started their social stalking and harassment once again treating me as someone of a much different identity.
So I'm aware that this cult have something to hide from the eyes and ears of the Federal Police and that it must be serious because they literally backed off for a great deal of time. As soon as they figured the coast was clear, it was business as usual. I believe that they have done this to other people before as well. I mean if someone has a contact in authorities in some way, the way to discredit them is to trick them into crying wolf one too many times. That reduces the credibility of the victim in question.
I believe that there should be leniency at times and a bit of vice as well with regard to the application of Policing and the law. I think that this cult and gang has learned that it is beneficial to polarize a person to extremes in terms of modal thinking and that it benefits them in that regard in a sort of hot and cold way of doing things rather than the clarity of mind to think carefully about distinguishing situations. When its warm, its business as usual for the local crack cocaine merchants and when its cold, the streets are often absent of such activity but this activity isn't really about local narcotics culture. Its about something much bigger. The local narcotics culture is just capitalizing upon it and its timing often referred to as "the rhythm". Don't get me wrong, I believe in everyone's right to belief or non-belief. We live in a secular society, and the choice of belief is personal and subjective and has no place in the rule of law, though some beliefs draw coincidence in terms of common rules (ie though shalt not kill, though shalt not bear false witness etc).
So when I do anything that is taking part in society or an organization that stands for human rights or anything like that, I'm not someone else doing that. I'm not a member of any cult that steals the efforts of another person that way either.
This cult regards what a person accomplishes especially if its good, as being part of a daily poker game and their accomplishments as being part of the pot, whether the victim is playing this poker game or not. So the cult regard whatever that person accomplishes as their free game that they can take it away from that person's repute and apply it to someone else's usually using love and hate or blood and fire as the fulcrum around which this see-saw game is played.
If you know who is responsible for your accomplishments and efforts then why should it matter? Well it shouldn't really, but what happens with this cult is that socially their numbers are great and they regard what you accomplish as having come from someone else. In other words, what you accomplish goes to the credit of someone else whose life it fuels, and you are regarded as someone else completely different from your own identity. That's a problem when an entire society of people treat you that way even if you know the truth of the matter. Because nothing has physically been taken from you its very difficult to build a case against such an activity. I mean you've socially been ganged up on and had aspects of your being taken from you by a cult. Yes there's good cults (like a cult movie classic like say Plan 9 From Outer Space etc) and there's bad cults (like the Jim Jones Jonestown cult massacre and mass suicide which saw 918 people die many of which were Women and Children).
So the cult of which I speak, gives a person an identity usually at the beginning of the day and then switches it many times over throughout the course of the day. Maybe kind of like the Philip K. Dick story A Scanner Darkly, in which an ex-narcotic user ends up working for the Police service and in doing as such has an identity that is in near constant fluctuation as evidenced by the rotoscoped movie version:
A Scanner Darkly Trailer
Identity Shifting Scramble Suit
So I'm guessing that's sort of an allegory or metaphor either presented by the film's art director or director to relay an underlying theme of the story. That informants or undercover assets don't really have any coherent identity at all for the duration of time that they're used? When they're retired from their work, they're only entitled to blue flowers and perhaps aren't even considered to exist? A blue flower can refer to companionship of a cold nature (blue), meaning one of the various symbols for cold, such as cold blooded, cold hearted, cold or blue love in which the representation of love and hate are reversed.
A great movie and story as Philip K. Dick is a great author and certainly amongst my favourites (I read Do Androids Dream Of Electric Sheep a year before the movie Blade Runner was released). I personally think the movie is an incredible work of art and very thought provoking and relevant. Great performances too by everyone in the film. Incredible art direction as well.
While writing this post, I was harassed by a group of people in my building who want me to be a Jehovah's Witness or have the identity of a specific Jehovah's Witness that lives in this building despite the fact that I'm not a member of Christianity at all (or Islam) and I mean no disrespect by that statement. After It's my right as a Canadian living in Toronto, Ontario, Canada at 200 Sherbourne Street in apartment 701.
So perhaps that helps a bit in terms of understanding and in my explanation of this cult. I just want my own identity. I like being myself and I can only hope that everyone feels the same way about themselves. If you don't then you need to adjust something. Either don't care about how other people feel about you, or shore up the differences between your expectations of yourself and what you're really capable. I don't play guitar by the way. Quite often the identity I'm given refers to someone that this cult call "guitar". As I've said, I don't play guitar. Apparently I'm not aloud to have my own identity in the presence of this cult. I intend to stop them or at least expose them.
Brian Joseph Johns
Saturday, February 10, 2018
I watched a bit of a video clip with regard to the Rose McGowan situation on youtube the other day and every since, it had been weighing on my mind quite heavily. Perhaps guilt out of not speaking out sooner but when you react initially based upon extreme emotion or offense, we as people tend to polarize without realizing it instead of fostering meaningful thought and discussion on tricky topics like sexual assault and perhaps some people that might use their position of power to reward those who take part in their sexual escapades with career opportunities. Its a natural thing I think to want to share the merits of one's accomplishments in life with those they care about, and those to whom they may be attracted even despite the fact that if you consider this, most people will usually come to the conclusion that its wrong on many levels. It's a way of saying to people that their sexuality is a form of currency that will get them opportunities in life for which they'd otherwise not qualify. So all of those performers who've studied hard and honed their craft to perfection with obsessive detail will suddenly find themselves in a position where the very persons that have the power to make or break their career aren't considering their talents as performers but more so their willingness to pay for the opportunity in sexual currency. I am not saying that I know whether these practices are rampant, but if they exist those who've been preyed upon certainly should never be in fear to oppose and to speak out against this apparatus of hiring practices. In doing so, it might create a social culture in which people never end up in those situations in the first place or if presented with such a situation, they'd confidently be able to walk away from it which would circumvent the problem altogether.
I'm sorry to use Rose McGowan's situation to present myself as the Knight in shining armour coming to the rescue of a downtrodden lady (doing that can often be just as bad and might be deemed another way by some to gain the trust of Women that they'd like to bed or to further their reputation).
However I thought that I should speak out against what she is currently experiencing for what I see as being reasons well worth anyone's expression. So here is a copy of my comment posted to this youtube video which seemed to dissect her current state of life given her recent stance against such practices as I've explained here.
My comment on a Youtube Video featuring Rose McGowan.
Why not keep the speculation about her here and elsewhere to a constructive and harmless level. Consider the enormous amount of pressure she's under and that what she represents in this case is the very reason that more Women are fearful to take charge of their lives (especially sexually) when confronted by situations in which they'd rather not take part, or are being pressured into taking part for a career reward of some kind.
Now consider that she's doing all of this directly in the public eye and that how she fares in her endeavor sends an important message to everywhere about how society regards a Woman who makes a stand in which she very much has the right to do so. I'd say that the point of all of this is so that every Woman has the independence and self confidence to ensure they are courageous enough to stand against such treatment and to say *no* and/or *leave* when presented with a situation that makes them uncomfortable sexually. So lets not send the message to her and to younger Women who may end up in similar situations in their lives that if they take control of their body, mind and the issue of consent that they're going to be burned at the stake publicly. Its difficult enough to come forward about these issues, but in doing so she's sending a message to Women everywhere that they have the right to say what happens to them sexually when and where in every regard. Maybe as a result more young Women will not end up in similar situations in the first place.
The real issue at hand here is that society in the past didn't encourage Women enough to take charge of their lives, their minds and their bodies so that they were always confident and independent enough to handle sexually forward or awkward situations with which they were presented. More Men have to back up fact as well. Demonizing Women certainly won't help and though socially scalding the perpetrators may send a clear message to the rest of society, the fact is that if we're doing enough so that Women and Men form independence thought and confidence early enough, that these situations will occur less frequently or not at all.
In addition, trying to polarize Women's rights against the issue of Children's rights helps neither for victims in either issue are a tragedy. I'd recommend that society ceases with this bifurcation of issues in such a manner and regards them both as travesties. I believe that Rose McGowan is under great pressure and she like many others need the freedom, support and ears of others to let them speak and be heard at the very least without interruption or ridicule (a trying feat to overcome for certain but well worth the effort).
As a Man in society myself, I too am prone to a sexual imagination about Women and certainly throughout my life have found my imagination exceptionally active at times. I certainly admire much about Women more so than just their bodies alone but I'm certainly a holistic kind of person when it comes to that aspect of attraction and have never overstepped my boundaries sexually and I believe that the vast majority of guys throughout society are the same way. I believe that Women certainly should always have the confidence in any sexual situation or situation concerning their life, career and health to say *no*, *yes* or *anything* and to proceed how they choose without fear of repercussion from others who may stand to gain or lose by their choice. These words are certainly good ones to live by. Lets hope we see them end up more and more in practice.
One last thought is that baring my identity here repeatedly isn't about advertising or doing this to make myself the "good guy" and someone else the "bad guy". I strongly believe that we should benefit from out efforts in society, though perhaps not through rewards given like "treats" but rather by the fact that it may attract the kind of people we'd like in our lives. Perhaps another reason why identity theft is so prevalent nowadays. Why take the risk or make the effort of speaking out with regard to any issue if you can just steal what someone said by impersonating their online or social presence? Something that is rampant in my part of the world here in Toronto, Ontario, Canada unfortunately though I don't think that its inherent to the city, but more so to a few people mean spirited people in my locality.
Brian Joseph Johns
Friday, February 9, 2018
I managed to get a fair bit done today both on Shhhh! For Android and with writing, though I've only worked on Bella's Tarot Reading so far.
After about 6 hours of work today and at around 7 PM EST I continued a game of Civilization 6 that I'd been playing for the last few days. This is an explanation about how the cult that keeps an eye on me misinterprets anything that goes on with my computer.
So in Civilization 6, most people know that it is a strategy game where you start from before the stone age and build up a small tribe of people into a civilization, researching technologies, founding cities and expanding as much as you can before the end of the game. Meanwhile other civilizations (computer and human player civs) are doing the same thing. You can win in a few ways by either having the most scientific accomplishments including space faring, or having the strongest army and taking the capitols of your opponents, or by creating a religion and converting the most other civilizations to that religion, or by having the most culture and tourism, or simply by your score being the greatest at the end of 500 turns.
So I was playing as Queen Victoria of England, and had managed to develop a good start though I was attacked by barbarians early in the game. Probably worse than the other civs at that point in the game, so I couldn`t found a religion as early as the other civilizations did because I was literally trapped in one city, trying to fight my way out against the barbarians while the other civs were free to research and expand. Just being put on the defensive that early in the game meant that I'd fall behind and that gap would get much larger the more the game progressed. As a result, I could not found a religion at all and instead worked on a Science and Culture victory, while trying to keep my Military as strong as I could in case of invasion by another militaristic civilization.
My neighbouring civilizations in the mean time had developed their own religions, while I had founded a Pantheon based upon a City Goddess, but had not managed to found a complete religion. So from the early point of the game, the neighbouring civilizations started converting my citizens to their religions, one of which was Islam. So as the game progressed, more and more of my cities had converted to Islam while a few others had converted to some of the remaining religions.
So from what I can assert, the people spying on my computer (likely the bad ones) had taken advantage of what they'd seen on my screen as being an indication that many of the cities were Islamic, and that the person playing the game must have been Islamic as well (which I am not). I'm actually a Buddhist and a Taoist and I believe very much in freedom of religion and atheism and anything to do with belief as it is subjective and one of our most basic rights.
So because of what the membership of this cult may have seen on my screen, they may have assumed that I'd picked the religion for those cities when I had not. Your population in Civilization is going to follow your lead but they're influenced by the forces around them as well. So I assume that most people who see what transpires in a strategy game like Civilization don't understand this aspect of the game. It's very worldly in that respect but what you end up with in terms of your civilization is very much influenced by the civilizations around yours. So if I'd have had a chance to choose my civ's religion it would have been another religion, but that's what happened in the game and so you deal with it and make the best of it. In all truth, the religion's names in Civ don't represent their core philosophies and how they're practiced. The religion's names are just labels and the core philosophies can be defined by the players. So really the religions could be named anything and it wouldn't really represent their real world counterparts.
I believe that the members of this cult upon seeing what was on my screen, misinterpreted who was playing the game and what was going on. So they likely assumed that it was someone Islam playing the game and not myself. My immediate neighbours in the next apartment took advantage of the situation to harass me quite a bit as well too, trying to dump burden related to crack cocaine (I guess they know someone of that religion that is involved in crack cocaine) and they assumed that I would have to carry the burden of people based upon membership to that religion as well. Then they started calling me "Shot" which is this cult's way of inferring that I'm Osama Bin Laden (which I am not very obviously). That should explain a little bit about how the membership to this cult thinks.
Kind of two opposing factions that compete to see which one is biased more by the end of the day. So for them its their own game and part of it is about spying on their victims and making that kind of assumption about them based upon what they see going on with their computer or computer screen. It doesn`t help that they`re a very blood centric cult as well, jumping back and forth between love/hate and blood/fire to suit their needs.
So as a result of what they saw on my screen in that regard, they'd have a hard time believing that I'm actually Caucasian and that my real world love interest is actually Mandarin Chinese which I've explained numerous times.
As I've explained before, the cult members believe that our consciousness is not permanently connected with our individual body, and that our consciousness or at least bits and pieces of it can travel to and from other people's bodies. For people like myself, they don't believe that there is a "me" at all. They believe that my personality and consciousness is made up of bits and pieces of the minds and souls of the people who live around me. So their game is about measuring which of those people has the most influence based upon my decision making process or even worse, what they can fool me into believing that they're doing, so that I believe that is happening and they can claim that I am manifesting it rather than them choosing to do it. Its very complicated and honestly I'd need some kind of witness (I'm not a Jehovah's Witness by the way) to see and hear what I mean, but they'd need to go undetected by my neighbours so my neighbours would't have their guard up and keep their activity secret in that regard.
So anyway, that's about the best I could explain. Good thing I was able to get so much done today and I should be able to get much done over the weekend.
Brian Joseph Johns
Thursday, February 8, 2018
It has been a pretty good day so far without too much harassment or abuse. I managed to get to the local food bank at the Allen Gardens St. Luke's Church which was good and certainly for which I'm grateful. Received a bit of harassment and an obvious attempt to push me to a hateful reaction by someone's use of biomagnetism. I managed to keep it together mostly thankfully.
As I've mentioned I've been working on an Android application for the last little bit having never written an Android application in my life. I have been a Dos and Windows application developer for years and so I've been trying to transfer some of that knowledge to Android development at a rather slow pace.
Of course some of the most recent harassment seems to be geared towards labeling me as a fraud (I've been attacked in that manner a few times before). Before becoming homeless, I worked for an animation studio in the West End of Toronto. I was actually contracted by the company to write a solution for their animation department which would allow them to animate in Lightwave and Render in Maya. The problem was a common one at that time (2001) when using more than one scene management, animation and rendering system. So I was hired to develop a solution which after being given the problem I solved in a period of 24 hours writing a script for Maya that converted between Konachek-Bartels TCB splines and Maya's split tangent splines and coming up with that solution is what landed me a full time gig at the time. I was hired by my then friend John Marshall, the Producer. It was a few years before I got that gig that the stalking and harassing had really picked up though at that time I believe that I just thought that some people were getting more and more rude. The production was a very bumpy ride as was life at that time as well. By the end of that ordeal and despite delivering numerous production and liability saving solutions (including a complete Script and Storyboard solution that databased the entire production's Storyboard and Script resources making them searchable and allowing them all to be exported as PDF files or as the whole Storyboard/Script in a booklet that of course could be printed. At that time (2001) there was no remotely similar solution anywhere. Eventually due to funding problems the studio shut down and I lost my job though I'd started doing Point Of Sale systems on the side despite the fact that this stalking cult seemed to be getting more and more invasive in my life. I did receive a bit of help from the OPP and the Federal Police as well, though eventually I ended up homeless as a result.
I believe that during that time, the cult of which I've been speaking stole my identity and applied it to someone else and that this cult has been keeping that identity switch in place ever since. As I've said I worked for most of the time that I'd been homeless (I was homeless for 8 years but I worked close to 40 hours a week for five of those years). For the remaining 3 years I began to write books and to develop applications after buying a laptop. So while I was still in the shelter system (between a shelter called School House and Heyworth House) I began writing, coding and sometimes even composing music (yes, I have a pretty good music theory background though I'm a horrible sight reader but I can score though not like John Williams or Sir Andrew Davis, mind you both of which I've seen live Conducting). I wrote and played Just An Illusion on a M-Audio KeyRig 49 key keyboard, with a great VST instrument for the guitar sound. It sounds so real that nobody believes that I played it because I'm not a guitar player and it sounds so much like a real guitar. I can only say that its a keyboard and that I could play the exact same notation on a real piano if anyone ever wanted me to. I also started writing A Lady's Prerogative and Stories From The End just after that time in around 2010 along with another story called Moving On. I also began the concept for Shhhh! For Windows at that time as well and wrote another 3D engine and Scene Graph built upon OpenGL. For a while there was another programmer who'd become homeless as well at the same time who'd paid me in cash to teach him about OpenGL coding for a gig he was doing for the Roger's Center and their television and hotel kiosk system at that time. At that time in 2011 I had no idea that the cult I'd be having so much trouble with is actually a cult that steals your reputation and identity from you, while pretending that you don't exist and actually slowly erasing you more and more over time.
By the time I received my housing after 8 years in the shelter system, I'd become suspicious about something of that nature going on. It wasn't until after I moved into my housing here that my suspicions would be confirmed. So after many years of some people taking the credit for anything that I'd accomplish and then leaving me with their identity after taking mine, I finally managed to piece it together enough to explain it to others. I focused first on trying to get on my feet and published my stories online on a blog called http://poetryandfiction.blogspot.ca. The blog grew in popularity and eventually A Lady's Prerogative and The Butterfly Dragon (which I published on my blog for the first time in late May early June of 2012 based off of a short story I'd written when I was 13 years old) outgrew http://poetryandfiction.blogspot.ca and ended up each with their own blogs. I published both books on Amazon as well but eventually pulled them due piracy and plagiarism though I believe that Amazon is great and definitely stand by them. At the same time I released Shhhh! For Windows as an online account manager and password generator and without much success. I'd been attacked by many people treating me as a fraud as well which didn't help. I wrote Timelessness, another guitar sounding piece which this recording I actually played on a keyboard.
After that I started developing and recording the theme song for The Butterfly Dragon, trying to bring the Chinese influence into the music combining it with this short animation I'd made of Heylyn Yates who as a little girl is known as Ai Yuanlin Ying and who eventually becomes the Butterfly Dragon herself through the guidance of Weltherwithsp and her three martial arts mentors.
So after taking a beating time and time again from the membership of this cult and with them trying to steal the credit for anything that I'd do, while stealing my identity in the Greater Toronto Area, I kept going. Eventually I wanted try moving Shhhh! For Windows to the Android platform especially based upon all of the attention that's been paid to digital security recently and so in the last month or so I've been focusing on a solution that expands upon Shhhh! For Windows in a way that addresses these problems.
One or more of the recent problems I've had as a result of this cult's activities is the fact that they may be trying to steal my actual output as in steal it directly from the hard disk in my computer. One day about a month ago, I had what appeared to be physical tampering with my drive. At the same time, one of the security cameras for my apartment had mysteriously stopped working leaving my apartment prone if anyone had entered it illegally. I've never given out a key to my apartment and I don't even know anyone around here (except for a neighbour named Yolanda who is a member of the Gay community that I trust). So it appeared that someone had come into my apartment with a key, and removed and replugged in my data hard disk without turning off my computer and that at the same time, my security camera had died. This of course occurred when I was out doing my monthly grocery shopping.
There was no tampering with the lock so it was not illegal entry and therefore I could not report it to the Police because there was no provable crime. Fortunately for myself, I had encrypted my entire data directory but its still possible that with enough time and effort they might be able to get at it and therefore have all (or most) of my source code, my original writing drafts, my content and source files, graphics animation for all of my books as well. If someone had come in and removed my hard drive likely they would do so in order to copy its contents onto a laptop they'd brought with them so they could later steal what I'd accomplished to impersonate me or just steal my efforts from me.
In that way, my "guardian angels" would think that I was that person if they could only identify me remotely by what I have on my computer. If the members of this cult have all the files of mine that nobody else has, then they could easily impersonate me or even steal my works and claim to have created them first. I believe that this cult actually plans this sort of thing in advance. Its no coincidence that I ended up homeless and in the shelter system for 8 years and the most vulnerable to this kind of thing. So after that a person like myself would spend countless hours trying to prove their accomplishments and their identity to others, making me likely seem egoistical or self centered when in fact that's the last thing that I am. Not to mention that this cult are not happy about my love interest being of the Chinese culture and whenever I've been in a relationship with someone they disagree that I've been with, they literally try to erase that person from my life. Anyway, I just wanted to say that I'm not a fraud and I don't pretend to be someone that I'm not or do things that I can't in real life. That's a real talent to be able to do so and that's what I admire so much about performers and story telling.
So anyway, a bit more information and indication of who I am. Thanks to the live online radio show and music last night (Wednesday at 11PM EST and you know who you are).
Brian Joseph Johns
Tuesday, February 6, 2018
The originating number was 1-800-374-3272 and it left an automated message on my phone stating that a Federal warrant had been issued for my arrest on the charges of tax fraud, however my name or any identifying features about myself had never been mentioned not to mention that the beginning of the automated message itself was cut off as if someone had tried to forward it to my line from their message box or through call forwarding part way through receiving it. I checked the originating number and yes, that's the Canada Revenue Agency call center though I don't think that the number was spoofed, though it possibly could have been.
So I logged into my Canada Revenue Agency account and checked my mail and tax status standing and all was alright. No pending threats or messages from Government agents or anything of that nature. So what I garner from this is that a member of this cult is in trouble with the law for tax evasion or tax fraud, and has an arrest warrant out for themselves, and they seem to have an insider sympathizer who has been forwarding their arrest messages to my phone number, or the guilty party gave out my phone number as their residential line. The odd part though is that the automated calls were cut off and missing vital information that would have indicated the identity of the intended recipient and yet the call(s) clearly originated from the Canada Revenue Agency. It could be a hoax with the help of an insider, as I've said this cult appears to have insiders in some places. More evidence that the activities of this cult should be formally investigated.
I am also authorized to receive alerts and messages through the online channel of the Government as when you register such an account it allows you online signing authority as evidenced by the fact that you can submit taxes online and directly to the Government as I have more than a few times already. You can also receive messages as well in this way.
So this is more evidence towards the fact that this is an organized gang of some form that needs to be investigated. I've already reported it to the Federal Police myself a number of times and have done my part. These online records as well as my phone records are kept. Even in typing this my neighbours immediately began harassing me once again trying to provoke some kind of harsh reaction as well. Well I'd better get back to what I was doing. My guess is that I'll be working on What Different Eyes See and Bella's Tarot Reading within the next week or two. Until then I'm trying to get this android application done.
One quick thought is that learning how to file your taxes and a bit of key financial management skills are something that should be taught in schools from around the age of 14 (when many students get their first summer jobs). I'm fortunate that when I got my first real job at 14, during tax time my family did our taxes together every year until myself and my brother could do them alone. I'm 50 now and that vital skill has been very important throughout life.
For individuals who have back taxes or large amounts of unfiled taxes they should allow a clemency up until a certain value of taxes due, though for individuals only who worked legally in the country or and were paid cash or expected to file their own tax information. It seems to me that we'd want more people to trust due process, an organized system and elective process rather than to alienate more people into thinking that the Government is evil or out to get them. The risk with any system: Religion, Government or even Companies is that they can be misused for personal goals and revenge upon their enemies rather than due process. I would say that the most important step to gaining the trust of people is to ensure that such a system (again Religion, Government and Companies) are not being misused personally by individuals or clandestine groups operating within them to act against their enemies in any free society. There are likely many of the members of this cult operating in society that try to provoke conflict between the people and the Government more so because they want a society without the rule of Government law to "win" and operate under Theocratic law based upon a belief system rather than a secular due process and system that is supposed to represent the interests of all peoples of all genders, cultures, ages, and beliefs. Its easier to paint something as being "the bad guy" when there is an extreme disparity between any two paradigms and this distracts us from the bigger picture.
Here's a quick example of something related to how this cult might assume that I am not myself but rather possessed by someone else. I recently took part in a poll offered by one of the elective parties of our Government that asked what issue I happened to support the most. Now given my situation and the fact that it is very difficult to operate without being stalked or harassed by members of this cult and therefore support myself, I could have picked the pilot Basic Income Program that has been proposed where everyone will get a Basic Income from which they can survive, meaning that everyone receives at least a minimal standard of living. This would certainly help for those of us who've been vicitimized by stalking and abuse in the form I've spoken about. It certainly would have helped me and there were many reasons for me to pick such a choice, but instead I tried to look at the big picture in regard to areas I'd like to see developed if I was young again. What would have changed my life drastically if those options were available back then? So in thinking that way, I chose Free Post Secondary Tuition for students because I thought that would be super beneficial in society and possibly open doors for education to a lot more people, which in turn would result in a stronger economy and future advances throughout society as a whole. We're approaching that time when many of our roles in society will be replaced by automation or machine intelligence. Our roles are going to be changing drastically in the next fifty years and the risk is that if we don't have a social infrastructure the more that this happens, we'll end up with a division between the very rich and the extremely impoverished who will slowly disappear from the system and die off one by one. This is a problem that we're quickly approaching and a lot of people may not realize how quickly it will be upon us.
So the members of this cult instead presumed that because I picked Free Post Secondary Tuition, that I was possessed by a student rather than myself when in fact I was thinking as to what would have been the most beneficial if I was once again young and starting out in life once again. So this cult thought that I was more someone else than myself simply because of that choice. One of the people whose tax problems this cult has been trying to transfer to me is related to someone who had problems with their student loan and defaulted on it. So the membership of this cult just because of those choices on poll offered by a political party locally assumed that I was not myself because of that choice, and more this person who defaulted on their student loan and possibly has problems now with Revenue Canada. That goes to show you how little respect the membership of this cult has for other people and what they do to their victims, I'm not trying to paint myself better by making them appear worse. I'm trying to reveal the nature of the problem a bit better because to the members of this cult they actually don't regard me as being a person at all or even alive. I don't know if this happens frequently with others and it might be a social phenomenon where the crowd becomes more like its own collective life form and somehow becomes detached from its originating humanity and more like a monster. So in making that choice, I am still myself Brian Joseph Johns its just that I'm trying to think about the bigger picture and not always my own situation. I'd certainly Benefit from a guaranteed Basic Income and not because I don't like working, because I love to work. Its because that right has been taken from me by the membership of this cult along with my identity and individuality as I'm sure it has for many people. Being in this situation gives me unique insight and perspective into other people's situations and a sense of compassion and sometimes a bit of zeal towards those who'd cause such harm. Like my concern for the Women of the 1960s in relation to their plight at the hands of social abuse and how that all relates to now and how Women are treated. I don't think that people who do this have an "off switch" or a heart and I don't think that it's particularly healthy for them to try to be so evil just to make someone else look so good, though I don't think that's entirely what's going on but it could be in part. That energy that it takes to do something of that nature could be better used in society in another way rather than taking away someone else's identity and individuality.
As a Buddhist and Taoist as well this concept has roots in this distinction and what I believe is the biggest misunderstanding that many people have about Buddhism and that's the concept of self. Many people are led to believe that in order to be Buddhist and become enlightened that you must do away with a concept of self and that's not true for if it was, then the individual cells that make up our bodies would be of little importance to the whole, yet disease and virii destroy the whole by killing our bodies one cell at a time. So this idea of doing away with individuality or the self is just complete nonsense and just a pawn that is currently being used by people who dissect other people's belief systems by using the inherent bureaucracy of the belief system itself. By using what they read like a rule book that states: in order to be a Buddhist or Christian or Atheist or Humanist or Hindu or Muslim or Catholic or Taoist you must do this and this and this and not do this and this and this. Beliefs do not work that way at all and I believe that the path to belief or spiritual advancement or whatever you may want to call it is personal and subjective and different for every single individual, yet similar enough that it can be discussed in allegory and anecdote. However, the way to divide people is to regard anything of that nature as a collection of rules and a checklist that we must adhere to in order to be accepted as that "thing". In other words pragma and dogma.
So in my beliefs there is a sense of self. You don't give up your sense of self and identity at all anymore than a kidney doesn't just become another liver or stomach in your body. They're different and they're needed to maintain the whole much like each cell that makes up those things in your body much like each of the fundamental particles that make up their atoms much like the "impulses" of energy at the Planck scale that make up the field of existence insofar as the limits to what we're capable of measuring. Besides, the thing that I like about the people that I like and especially the ones that I love is that they're not just carbon copies of everyone else, myself included. They're unique. We all are. Every living creature and object in this universe seems to be. Keep in mind as well that every whole is made up of individuals. In the case of people, that whole is the result of cooperation, not the complete surrendering of the self. That cooperation results in us coming up with rules and laws that benefit all of us while considering us each as individuals as part of the whole within society and should adapt while adhering to a core set of values that protect all living beings and more specifically all living human beings in our particular case. So there you have it. I am still myself and there's nobody I'd rather be and I sincerely hope that you feel the exact same way about yourself.
I do by the way completely support the Government and due process but I believe that confidence should always reflect the rights of the people and our goals as a whole and as a member of the countries of the world.
Oh and when I say that I'm not a member of any blood centric cult, what I mean is that I'm not a member of any ideology that sorts people out according to their culture, religion or eugenics in such a way that would stand against intercultural relationships (either specific mixes of culture or all mixes of culture) and whose rules for how cultures can be combined would be symbolized by colours. I am actually a clinical blood donor (though I haven't donated for a while) having blood type AB (though for some reason I'm listed in Canadian Blood Services as having blood type A despite the fact that two more recent blood tests performed externally returned an AB blood type result). Blood type AB unbeknownst to most people is another universal blood product donor. That is, blood products from any blood type AB person much like a blood type O person can be used with any other blood type. AB blood type are universal platelet donors. So much to the contradictory to how some people have categorized blood type AB as being the "selfish or self serving" type of blood, in actual fact it is the blood type of a universal donor in the same way, though with different specific blood products to its counterpart type O blood donors.
As I've said more than a few times, the ideology in question seems to use the concept that if you cannot keep secret aspects about yourself or if you don't use your talents, skills and abilities that you'll lose them and the credit associated with your accomplishments resulting from their use will go to someone else. That concept is complete nonsense. For instance if you learn how to ride a bicycle, you can stop riding for twenty years and get back onto a bicycle as if you'd never stopped. Likewise with driving a vehicle. Likewise with most learned skills creative talents and abilities that aren't directly linked to muscle strength and stamina to use. In that case, a person just has to exercise enough to be capable of that skill once again but they never lose a talent, skill or ability.
I believe that this cult is actually attempting to further their ideology in making key elements related to a person's identity interchangeable with those of other people through their corresponding personal data and records which I believe is of great danger and consequence to society as a whole. Perhaps at some point in the future when we've been able to figure out the nature of human consciousness as being an emergent property of energy and particle interactions or the very building blocks of reality itself hidden within the infinite measure of the Planck scale (as I personally believe) and that the brain is a specially evolved connector that links consciousness to a conglomeration of a special class of organic matter allowing perception, cognition, memory and all of the higher sensory brain functions to act and interact physically with other matter that we'll be able to determine what part of us is us and what information field or energy is it that quantifies us as individuals versus a collection of memories (which are components of the cognitive and sensory systems and necessary for muscular or motor related skills associated directly with the movement of the matter which makes us up more so than the thinker that does the driving) that we'll be able to determine what is transferable to and from our consciousness to another location to make something or someone more like us than not.
In other words, if a clandestine group of people whose ideology is contradictory to the core values that resulted in our due process, representation and rights infiltrate and start using the information systems that keep the records related to ourselves and our social (not self) identity to transfer, eradicate or otherwise illegally modify the social identity and records those who do not follow their beliefs that we are all in grave danger. Unfortunately it is not until you've had that threatened that you realize that is at risk.
When I gripe about this activity I'm not saying that its coming from the internet or other people out there (though there's likely some playing with me in that regard). I'm talking about a group of people who live close by to my place (many of whom are right in my building of residence) who believe that they are relocation someone else's mind into my body as crazy as that sounds. So they literally make it a competition of measuring if according to what I say and do if I'm more myself than someone else. They're rooting for they're friends of course as I don't know anyone in this building despite having lived here for almost 6 years. I believe that there's people who take part in this competition in other places as well, who literally believe that a part of themselves is being transferred to other people and that they are controlling that person. This link between themselves and their victims is what they regard as blood. Its more like puppet strings to them. They use this belief to accommodate their attempts at theft of what other people accomplish giving nothing back in return for what they take except abuse and more often than not, pain. The cult in this sense literally believe that they're replacing my own being with theirs more and more. That is, my body is no longer the home of my own consciousness according to the membership of this cult and they make it a game of trying to trick others that may be a part of your family who are members of their religion or belief system into going along with the same thing to the needs of their cult more so than your own identity and being. The more that I claim that my love interest is Mandarin Chinese, the more the membership of this cult treats me like I'm someone else. That's what it comes down to. If I watch a television show that doesn't have anyone of Chinese culture in it, then they believe that I've "broken" my Mandarin Chinese love interest. If I watch an Anime (I like some Anime like Ghost In The Shell etc) then because its of Japanese culture they believe once again that my Mandarin Chinese love interest is broken and that I'm someone else other than myself. The scary thing about this is that its all that they do. I mean that. Day and night that's all that this cult do. It's like they're obsessed with me and believe me I'm not that important or of monetary worth or notoriety to attract such attention so its very unnerving not to mention impossible to get ahead in life like this. Not to mention the cult members put the responsibility for their activities and life style onto my person despite the fact that I have no involvement with them nor do I even really know them. And this takes place in a major city like Downtown Toronto, Ontario, Canada at 200 Sherbourne Street. I live in apartment 701 and the lease for that apartment says my name on it at the TCHC records center as far as I know. My name is Brian Joseph Johns. I've got a copy of that lease. My phone number is 416-203-0928 and Bell has that on their records as well and that name is on my bills every time I pay my bill. As I've said, this cult abuses a person in place of one of their friends for aspects of their friends' lives. So they're making you carry the weight of their friend's mistakes even if you don't know them. If you react in such a way that is more consistent with who they're treating you like, the entire community that takes part in this activity then goes along with the idea that you are no longer yourself and more that person than yourself. They then put your identity onto someone else and that person gets the credit for anything good that you say or do. Its a sort of social cult that uses hate and abuse to load their garbage onto someone else in substitution of their friends and fellow cult members.
Brian Joseph Johns
Regent Park at:
200 Sherbourne Street apartment 701
Toronto, Ontario, Canada